What's your biggest dream in life

[bustylady]

Your dream defines your individuality.

[Pineapples Studio]

The self is an illusion. We only occupy these vessels temporarily. Individuality is irrelevant.

[101mike101]

Your dream defines your individuality.

A lot of dreams are illusions that become nightmares, when you achieve them.

Because as Benjamin Franklin once said, when you fulfill half of your wishes, then you double your trouble.

https://www.brainyquote.com/quotes/benjamin_franklin_151678

[bustylady]

Your aim, that's what I meant. What do you want to achieve in your life, for yourself and society..
I wanted to be a technician when I was 11 yrs old,
at 15 i wanted to be an engineer,
at 17 I wanted to be a Lecturer/Scientist,
during that time I prayed to God for the knowledge, to know everything, to know what God is..
God heard my prayer, I could get my master degree in physics & electronics, showed me everything, showed what God is...
but I never knew that knowledge is a curse, it's haunting me now,
I want to make this world a better place, to end all wars, miseries & sufferings... One world one people, that's my prayer & dream now,
God must be laughing, for the fool i am..
What's your dream?

[Pineapples Studio]

Have you ever been tested for schizophrenia?

[bustylady]

Will you shut up psyco, i told you not to talk to me, you will get what you deserve very soon, be patient...
By the way, your movies suck, your movies say how dmb you are... You will never be GG or gonzo, bcz you don't have imagination, who do you think you are...? go fk yourself...
Fking rtrd.

[bustylady]

Pineapple try asshole... Try it in your mom's ass... Don't fk with me...

[bustylady]

I was ignoring this fool all these time, still comes to talk fk with me, shameless moron.

[bustylady]

To mod, this moron was looking me always, i told him to stop, he never listens, Block my account or not, don't care... I'm leaving already...

[bustylady]

Edit: poking not looking

[powerful76]

wow!!
whats all this?

[bustylady]

wow!!
whats all this?

I told that moron not to fk with me, He was poking me all these times, he made 2 or 3 dumb movies and acts like he's something, don't even know how to hold camara still, moron... GG made about 2000 movies, still he doesn't have any head weight

[bustylady]

Whenever I posts or comments something he comes with his dumb ideology, i never think I m better than anyone, but, I'm far better than this asshole... I told another guy not to speak with me, he was ok with that, i don't bother him, he never did with me. This person never leaves me alone.

[netzerkaiser]

wow!!
whats all this?

I told that moron not to fk with me, He was poking me all these times, he made 2 or 3 dumb movies and acts like he's something, don't even know how to hold camara still, moron... GG made about 2000 movies, still he doesn't have any head weight

It was me you told not to talk to you & I respected your request. I'm sure if you asked Mr Ananas he'd have also respected your request. It was me you told not to talk to you.

[netzerkaiser]

wow!!
whats all this?

I told that moron not to fk with me, He was poking me all these times, he made 2 or 3 dumb movies and acts like he's something, don't even know how to hold camara still, moron... GG made about 2000 movies, still he doesn't have any head weight

It was me you told not to talk to you & I respected your request. I'm sure if you asked Mr Ananas he'd have also respected your request. It was me you told not to talk to you.

I certainly wish you well, by the way. I'm no-one to look down on anyone.

[bustylady]

Here comes another one, these guys never listens... I told both of them not to bother me, the same day. Who are these people to judge me..?

[netzerkaiser]

Here comes another one, these guys never listens... I told both of them not to bother me, the same day. Who are these people to judge me..?

I don't judge you. I wish you well. You ask interesting questions. All I ever criticised you for was that there seemed contradictions in what you were saying. It was a legitimate question. There was no ill-will at all behind it. I mean that.

[bustylady]

I was just saying whats in my mind, i know i can't talk like this in open world(bcz of morons like this), that's why I chose forums. I know nothing is practical in this corrupted hell, still i was saying my dreams, he's calling me crazy for that. I'm 1000 times better than this asshole, he knows nothing about me, still he's calling me crazy. Atleast i have a dream, what is this selfish guy doing, eat, shit and calling people crazy for they wishing good for everyone.

[netzerkaiser]

I was just saying whats in my mind, i know i can't talk like this in open world(bcz of morons like this), that's why I chose forums. I know nothing is practical in this corrupted hell, still i was saying my dreams, he's calling me crazy for that. I'm 1000 times better than this asshole, he knows nothing about me, still he's calling me crazy. Atleast i have a dream, what is this selfish guy doing, eat, shit and calling people crazy for they wishing good for everyone.

I assume the guy is trying to moderate - he's doing great job I think, he's balanced, he's tolerant.

Its just some of the questions you pose should belong on a philosophical forum, not here.

Man, I'm with you on a lot of things. People have asked not to post useless threads about football or music... sometimes I just think a thread is a good idea if I'm tired & had too much to drink, I regret it next day.

I think loneliness drives many of us to post, if you want bare naked honesty. You seem good person, Mr Ananas seems good person, I hope I'm decent too. Like you I hate bullying & sneering but I think honestly you've overreacted. I hope situation doesn't look as bad when you've had time to reflect.

We're all on same road Brother, I on't want fall out with anyone & I feel you mean well. Good luck to you. I mean that.

[bustylady]

Will you please shut up...
By the way, we are not same, and I'm not a good person. I'm good to those who are good, worst to bad...

[netzerkaiser]

Will you please shut up...
By the way, we are not same, and I'm not a good person. I'm good to those who are good, worst to bad...

Fair enough. I'm tired anyway & sun is going down & I'm logging off. Take care of yourself.

[bustylady]

Morons never listen and calling me crazy...

[Pineapples Studio]

I’m going to respond to this sincerely, mostly because in the process of answering it, I am also addressing the topic of the thread.

Here comes another one, these guys never listens... I told both of them not to bother me, the same day. Who are these people to judge me..?

Who are you to tell anyone what they can and cannot do? You antagonize people for very little reason. You take everything that is said to you here personally, yet you tell people to shut up constantly and are quick to dismiss anyone who disagrees with you in any way. That is the hallmark of a narcissistic personality. You fear being judged by others, but the truth you refuse to acknowledge is that nobody is judging you because nobody cares. You’re just not that important. (For that matter, nobody is. We’re all irrelevant to the world at large.)

My point in asking if you have ever been tested for schizophrenia was to highlight that your whole thing about possessing secret knowledge of the impending collapse of civilization, granted to you by God, is exactly something a schizophrenic would say. You’ve voiced opinions in other threads about how nobody was there to help you and the world owes you something because something bad (you won’t say what it was) happened to you. Man, let me tell you, bad shit happens to everyone. Your life may be worse than mine, but that’s the luck of the draw. The world doesn’t owe you a goddamn thing. It’s neither right nor wrong, but you cannot control your circumstances. You can only be the version of yourself that you wish to be within those circumstances. You need to drop this whole victim mentality and take charge of your own self-improvement. Nobody will do it for you. Even those who love you cannot do the work for you. It must come from you or else it lacks meaning.

I am not saying that are valueless at all, though you seem to think that I am. This isn’t hatred. You are just as valuable as anyone else, but you’re choosing a path that will fulfill your own fears about yourself, inevitably. Anyway, you’re on a porn forum decrying the moral corruption of the world, yet you are participating in that corruption by even being here. That doesn’t make a whole lot of sense, now does it? (I’m not saying porn is corrupt, but that is how you have framed it. I’m just highlighting that you’re not being consistent.)

And anyway, you’re coming after my ego, insulting me etc., and that’s fine, turnabout’s fair play, but your reaction demonstrates that you are the one with the more fragile ego here. If you react like this to being teased on an Internet forum, then the problem rests inward. I never said I was better than anyone here, least of all you. There is no judgment. I am in no position to judge you, and I am certainly not perfect myself or immune to the seductive temptations of my own ego. Even if I were judging you, I don’t know everything about you. It would be irrelevant. I simply see someone who has a self-destructive outlook on life and I am pointing out the ridiculousness of it.

Life is a state of being. Nothing is constant. Nothing is guaranteed. My standing could change at any time and I could find myself in better or worse circumstances overnight. However you view me, whether as an aspiring porn director with passion and potential or a hopeless deluded wannabe who cannot even hold a camera properly, it does not affect me because it does not change who I am in my own mind. Ultimately, that is also a state of being. We are who we choose to be. Our peers can only affect that choice if we allow them. I was like this before I did porn and my choice to get into the industry had no effect on my sense of worth or importance. I act like I’m something, not because I’ve done anything in particular, but because I am something. I don’t do anything in life for accolades because that’s no way to live. They may be pleasant to hear, but they have no true significance. If you have no pride in your own creations, or did not at least enrich yourself from them (whether through profit or education), then they were not worth creating. It doesn’t matter what other people think. I do things that either serve my basic needs or fulfill my personal interests. In any case, I believe that consciousness itself (or if you prefer, the ‘soul’) is a fractal entity; there is fundamentally no difference between any of us, and in fact, we are all emanations of the same infinite being. Much like time, the self does not truly exist and is only an illusion. The universe is a singular entity experiencing itself recursively through an infinite number of fractal vessels all at the same time, iterating upon and interacting with itself eternally for all of time.

Look. This is an Internet forum for a porn company. Get some perspective. Take a break. Nothing that happens here should be affecting you this way, and if it does, then you should look inward and ask yourself why that is the case instead of projecting your ego outward onto everything around you.

I will grant stop talking to you from this point forward, but only because I have said all there is to say, not because you ordered me to do it.

[TheVulture]

At the minute to find some new scenes on LP that are not absolutely doused with manhandling.

[Pineapples Studio]

Here comes another one, these guys never listens... I told both of them not to bother me, the same day. Who are these people to judge me..?

I’d just like to point out the egotism of thinking that netzerkaiser is even capable of judging you when the guy is optimistic almost to a fault and was obviously drawn to this place in search of a community.

[netzerkaiser]

@bustylady... please listen to this beautiful song... to echo Mr Ananas's words... you're never alone. No-one here is your enemy Brother. As I said before, we're all goin' down same road. The best we can do is try help one another out. Thats all we can do in life.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Oa_ExklvKH0

[Starrio]

Talking about dreams, maybe it is just me, but I do have some lengthy dreams that continue throughout the years, as if I was living a separate life while sleeping. They literally continue right where they left out last time, and they keep on going for years, like some kind of endless soap opera. It freaks me out once I wake up because some plot turns on those recurring dreams are quite unexpected too.

[netzerkaiser]

Talking about dreams, maybe it is just me, but I do have some lengthy dreams that continue throughout the years, as if I was living a separate life while sleeping. They literally continue right where they left out last time, and they keep on going for years, like some kind of endless soap opera. It freaks me out once I wake up because some plot turns on those recurring dreams are quite unexpected too.

That is very interesting. I never considered that before.

[stewpidaz937]

At the minute to find some new scenes on LP that are not absolutely doused with manhandling.

Check out some of the American porn sites like Brazzers, they might just be vanilla enough for you

[error01x]

Maybe to win in the lottery