latina-girls-yes wrote:it's just that basic thing of if they don't like me and will only have sex with me if i pay them, i don't feel any significant sexual attraction to them (even though sex workers are often extremely attractive). that's the sine qua non
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and i will close by saying that on reading through some of the comments in this thread, i'm not sure if i feel envy of those who don't have the feelings i do that mean i can't participate in the exchanges they do. i think i do. but i am who i am and i feel the way I do...
Thats a very honest post, thanks lgy!
When I was a teen still I was you, but later it changed and meanwhile I want the best from both worlds so to say. This said there was a period recently I was in close and way meaningful contact with some porn girls and I completely stopped my porn butterfly collection in that time because it seemed so inappropriate and meaningless basically. But that changed again and I am more distanced again, got more cynical maybe.
Anyway, I think you put it way absolute: How you know these escorting girls dont like you? - Look it's just a service they provide, it's like a hairdresser who might like you more or less or even not at all, but she still cuts your hair etc.