R.I.P. Brandon Iron

[bustylady]

I once tried to kill myself, failed in my attempt. There were no one to help me,
Now, after his death, there's everyone to express their condolences...

[netzerkaiser]

I remember hearing about it & that he spoke so many times of trying to fit into society, & always coming up a bit short. People talk about depression, but I think with depression there is always hope, something to keep you fighting. I remember reading once that happiness with onself was closely tied (not withstanding factors like loss or poor economic prospects etc) with how closely your idealised self-image mirrored your perceived self-image.

Despair is something else again, not usually as tortuous, but often more dangerous because with despair there is a sense of hopelessness. I'm no expert, but we all have feelings, & something you don't ever see coming is the day when it finally hits home that all your dreams may not work out. Then its dangerous truly.

https://wellness-centre.com.au/despair- ... ifference/

God rest his Soul.

[netzerkaiser]

I once tried to kill myself, failed in my attempt. There were no one to help me,
Now, after his death, there's everyone to express their condolences...

Sorry to hear that. I really hope you're in a better place now. This is just a side to life we're all ignorant about, until, bang, one day you may be there yourself, & theres no preparation, no curtain call.

I wish you well & thank you for sharing.

[Rim8]

I once tried to kill myself, failed in my attempt. There were no one to help me,
Now, after his death, there's everyone to express their condolences...

Hello mate. I had a bad year myself last year, I hope your well.

In other ways a big void in my life if I'm honest is not being with enough 'beautiful women', one reason why I tend to watch porn quite a bit.
.. honestly perhaps not feeling good enough in myself.. Then of course someone like Brandon iron ends there own life and we really see that's there is so much going on in people's lives. Rip

[povcims]

Sad another top Canadian PS committed suicide
one of ATF which loadmymouth series
Other Canadian ATF August Ames and Shyla Stylez that took their own life

[netzerkaiser]

Beware Of Darkness (Remastered 2014) George Harrison

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0LrxYds2UNE

Watch out now, take care
Beware of falling swingers
Dropping all around you
The pain that often mingles
In your fingertips
Beware of darkness
Watch out now, take care
Beware of the thoughts that linger
Winding up inside your head
The hopelessness around you
In the dead of night
Beware of sadness
It can hit you
It can hurt you
Make you sore and what is more
That is not what you are here for
Watch out now, take care
Beware of soft shoe shufflers
Dancing down the sidewalks
As each unconscious sufferer
Wanders aimlessly
Beware of Maya
Watch out now, take care
Beware of greedy leaders
They take you where you should not go
While Weeping Atlas Cedars
They just want to grow, grow and grow
Beware of darkness

[CanadianCouple]

Sad another top Canadian PS committed suicide
one of ATF which loadmymouth series
Other Canadian ATF August Ames and Shyla Stylez that took their own life

I met both Brandon Iron and Shyla Styles in my time (both were from Vancouver ). Both really awesome people but had mental health issues. Very sad . I was especially shook by Shyla's suicide because I had met her several times and really liked her.