magizi87 wrote:I remember him saying that he would still visit the forum but not participate any longer in the discussions.
I don't remember why tho.
I was embarrassed by what happened in the final days of Sineplex. Even though finances were out of my control there, I felt responsible for not taking a stronger stance against it. I was put in an impossible position and did not really know what to do, and did not think it would be possible to move on from it, so I decided to just leave.
I don't like talking about this, but there were problems behind the scenes and the whole thing was a ticking time bomb. The models were right to be angry about how they were treated and they were right to go public about it. I learned a lot about porn in my time with Sineplex, and I will always be appreciative of SOS for giving me the opportunity in the first place, but it was a bad experience overall and I do not wish to repeat it. I was only involved in planning and production, so it was very uncomfortable for me to represent the studio in the final days when I knew something was happening on the business side of things and could do nothing to fix it.
However... That is all behind me now, and I do not know what the future holds for SOS, nor do I know if Sineplex will ever come back. If it does, I will not be involved. I just hope SOS can sort himself out and find happiness.
I wanted to take some time off from porn anyway, which ended up becoming a break of almost two years. That was not my original intention, but it gave me time to think about whether I wanted to continue in the industry, or even continue watching porn at all.
So I guess I'm back now, from time to time when I feel like it, but not in the same capacity as those days.