red_whre wrote:...she's beyond obnoxious, repulsive etc she is in a very stigmatized, in part hated and condemned and demonized by tons of people...
as far as being stigmatized, porn performers the world over are stigmatized. even in Japan, where the big production and distribution companies are publicly traded and where brick-and-mortar stores selling DVDs are still the primary source of sales, many Japanese performers can't even get approved to rent an apartment. They’re stigmatized.
In Europe, porn’s perhaps more accepted or condoned, but still pretty much underground. In America, it’s a dirty secret that some unscrupulous hypocrite from a cheap reality show or fake news outlet or blog or website is waiting to pounce on and expose so they can make a buck from humiliating you.
But if the gist of what you’re saying is true, then maybe there’s a reason she’s regarded that way. Maybe there’s more than meets the eye.
Maybe a performer who shoots primarily double- or triple-anal scenes won’t get hired for anything else. Because maybe they’ve burned too many bridges.
Maybe they’re known as a liar, a deceiver, a user. Maybe they’re regarded as ungrateful. Maybe they’ve taken the kindnesses of others and instead of returning it, maybe they’ve taken advantage of it, viewed others' kindness as weakness and saw it as an opportunity for deception and thievery.
There are probably as many reasons for getting into porn performance as there are performers. I would think many have a dark backstory. But even though all of us have had to endure difficulties and injustices in this life, each of us has the wherewithal to break the chains that bind us and move forward in a positive direction, without hurting others or continuing to punish ourselves by repeating the same mistakes.
But the more bridges you burn, the tougher you make it on yourself to succeed in any sense and gain peace of mind.
But who knows? Maybe there is gold buried deep in the recesses of that muddy hole. And maybe pounding it with three cocks at the same time is the quickest way to find out.