xxxVIPERxxx wrote:Thank you for taking the time to reply...I think you must be younger than me and someone in their 30s to early 40s @dap-addict
Cynewulf30 wrote:I think there is already a word to describe your feelings and it is lust. Love only happens with someone you actually know.
dap-addict wrote:lately I am also very often in a nostalgic mood. And a few das back this pic posted by Julia Red in one of her Russian social media channels woke up long lost butterflies in my stomach!
I dont say I've fallen for her - 4 1/2 years after dumping her for Kira Black - but my reaction to just 1 foto showed me something is changing within me and Emily Pink probably cant hold me much longer.
YumYum74 wrote:Happy to answer your questions.dap-addict wrote:How are your feelings? Have you sort of fallen in "love" with them?
No, I can't say I'm in love with her. I don't 'really' know her of course, and I've never been a guy to fall for a girl by sight only.
What else does you bind to them?
She's just so damn cute. She has that natural girl next door kind of look, which I prefer 1000% over silicones and/or heavy make up.
Do you try to book a date with them (provided they escort)?
No. Porn is, and in my eyes needs to remain, a fantasy.
Do you collect all their scenes?
I think you know the answer to this question. Yes, I am collecting all her scenes.
How far goes your loyality?
Well, I follow her on [spam] (hopefully she'll get back to it soon), and follow her thread here religiously. Wish she was on other social meda as well, but oh well.
That said, I have a list of other girls I'm not in porn-love with, but guess have a porn-crush on.
That includes one you know very well dap-addict.
Partial list: Rebecca Volpetti, Kira Thorn, Kristy Black, Ginebra Bellucci, May Thai, Nicole Black, Avi Love, Evelina Darling, Charlotte Sartre, Renata Fox, Natasha Teen and Sara Bell.
And some girls that used to be porn-crushes of mine, but seem to have fallen of the radar or have retired: Eveline Dellai, Olivia Devine, Maria Devine, Ria Sunn, Emily Thorne, Kira Roller and Sofi Goldfinger
Are you jealous of their porn partners? Jealous of their bf?
No (well, maybe a little ). Like I said, it's a fantasy imho, and I think it's important to see it as such. So, while I sometimes imagine what it would be like, I'm realistic enough to realize that this is normally speaking not something that is going to happen.
And finally: What makes you quit that mood of haveing fallen in porn-"love"?
Plastic surgery. I hate it when girls have their boobs blown up to bowling ball like dimensions. As you can tell by my list, I mostly like petite girls with small to medium boobs that compliment their body type. Nothing is a turn off more than a small girl with boobs that are larger than a basket ball.
Same goes for the face and lips by the way. Best (or worse) example of a girl that ruined her appearance in my eyes, is Christina Bella. A cute, all natural girl that turned into some monster held together by silicones.
dap-addict wrote:This Kira, of whom I just learned she has retired from porn.
Could I re-fall in porn-'love' for a retired porn girl? - I think yes!
dap-addict wrote:Cynewulf30 wrote:I think there is already a word to describe your feelings and it is lust. Love only happens with someone you actually know.
I come back to this post over 7y ago and ponder about my official current porn-'love' for Emily Pink again. What means to know sb really? And do I know a girl I've been together with let's say for 1y in RL? Or has it to be 5y? Or 10+years? - You see it's all a matter or definition.
dap-addict wrote:Now, my problem with Emily Pink is I feel lots and lots of lust for her, but to porn-'love' her I need to 'know' her more than I can just by watching her edited porn videos. First and easiest step is watching her official BTS to get hold a bit of her real personality. Next step is her social media. But here they are kept very official, smooth PR and neat.
dap-addict wrote:Anyway, I meant to write I had 4 1/2 years ago dumped Julia Red for Kira Thorn (...)
Could I re-fall in porn-'love' for a retired porn girl? - I think yes!
dap-addict wrote:...currently Emily Pink has a strong hook in my porn-"loves" history of just 6-7 AVLP girls in 8 (!) years.
There's maybe one contender currently, but she's on a completely other level and I dont think she could de-throne Emily soon. It's nice to feel those butterflies again just spotting her on IG!
dap-addict wrote:dap-addict wrote:...currently Emily Pink has a strong hook in my porn-"loves" history of just 6-7 AVLP girls in 8 (!) years.
There's maybe one contender currently, but she's on a completely other level and I dont think she could de-throne Emily soon. It's nice to feel those butterflies again just spotting her on IG!
This post is just over 1 year old and it shows me how tormented I was with my porn-'love' all 2023! My own concept - see OP post page 1 - is in crisis meanwhile, but like Homer with those syrens I keep going back to Emily again and again, I also keep torn between Emily Pink and Kira Thorn for over 1 year now.
Kira is retired, so no competition basically one would think, Emily can still release new porn videos and a few days ago I went for this very soft POV scene even because I felt such a strong whirls of butterflies for her again in my stomach, its crazy!
Is somebody of fellow posters currently experiencing the same?
Or has in the past with a LP girl?
dap-addict wrote:This post is just over 1 year old and it shows me how tormented I was with my porn-'love' all 2023! My own concept - see OP post page 1 - is in crisis meanwhile, but like Homer with those syrens I keep going back to Emily again and again, I also keep torn between Emily Pink and Kira Thorn for over 1 year now.
Kira is retired, so no competition basically one would think, Emily can still release new porn videos...
dap-addict wrote:Thanks, Sergio!
All of these 4 at the same time?
Or is there a timeline for them, and who you fell in porn-'love' most?
Also: All 4 are retired meanwhile, are you still in porn-'love' with them?
And if you could answer some of my questions in OP (top of page 1 of this thread)...
xxxVIPERxxx wrote:Enjoy your porn, enjoy casual hook-ups with hot girls...sex with sex workers etc...but do not fall in real love.
jerrybb wrote:First LP girl I fell in love with.
One of most horny scenes I have ever scene.
https://pornbox.com/application/watch-page/30509
dap-addict wrote:Btw, watch Khali Noir's reaction on the idea of porn-'love' as such:
Its not about me here, its about porn fans generally falling in love with porn girls like her. It's not the same as RL love ofc, but I think its deeply human, something really positive, pushing fans to true compassion - instead of heartless, selfish consumers and kinda porn drug users!
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