This worked for me but now I just don't know what to think of myself anymore.
https://pornbox.com/application/watch-page/148446
It just left me confused about myself.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GP0X0CRMZLU
plajvaz wrote:What exactly makes you confused?
Are you turned on by this scene and now you are questioning your sexual orientation?
You can be turned on in different ways. For example, you can be turned on by watching this action as passive observer but also you can be turned on by imagining that you are actively participating in the action with a trans person. So, if you enjoy watching TS or even gay porn it doesn't mean that you have hidden bisexual homosexual tendencies.
Here is my example... I am a heterosexual person in real life, but I like to watch different types of porn (not just heterosexual or lesbian action). For example, fisting is one of my favorite porn actions and if fisting action is great, pasionate, if it breaks some boundaries, than I am turned on by that scene, no matter what genders are on active and/or passive side. When Stacy Bloom is elbow deep fisted by Harper Maddox, I am turned on. When Harper Maddox is punch fisted by Stacy Bloom, I am turned on. When DirtyGardenGirl is double fisted by two male fists and she pushes her huge prolapse out, I am turned on. When TS Natalie Mars is fisted by Veronica Avluv, I am turned on. When Lara De Santis is dildoing and fisting at the same time the ass of her boyfriend Damian Lee, I am turned on. When Hotkinkyjo receives the whole foot of Stacy Bloom in her ass, I am turned on. Finally, even if gays are performing extreme fisting action (arm deep fisting, triple anal fisting, pushing out huge prolapses), I am turned on. The reason is - fisting action itself, not the genders of performers.
In my real life, I enjoy fisting with my wife and all these mentioned porn videos are an inspiration to my real life fisting actions.
Some 15 years ago, I was also questioning my sexual orientation. I had an oportunity to have sex with trans person, and knowing her sexual affinities I knew it wouldn't just be regular oral and anal sex. Yes, I was turned on because that sexual action was going to happen. But, then I asked myself, why am I turned on? She was good looking, but I wasn't sexually attracted to her. Also, I was not attracted to the thought of fuck her in her ass. But, I was turned on because I could stretch and fist her ass, deepthroat her and piss in her mouth (and I knew she would drink the piss). So, I concluded I am not sexually attracted to trannies, I am just sexually attracted to certain sex actions like pissing and fisting. Therefore, I decided to miss this opportunity and I do not regret it. And so the mystery of my sexual orientation is solved.
Now, I have a fully fulfilling sex life with my wife, which includes mutual fisting and pissing games, among other kinky things. And we both like to watch porn scenes of different types, which serve as inspiration for our games.
plajvaz wrote:I am glad that I have helped, but I still don't know what exactly have upset you?
I always respected this, but your experience is interesting and it also fits mine with that Emily Adaire scene. I perfectly respect other sexualities and identities, but set filters to block TS for me. Nevertheless that scene turned up and I found Emily Adaire attractive. I had my big reservations because its a Joachim Kessef scene and I do boycott his stuff, but I still watched the trailer until I realized Emily Adaire isn't a women. Than I stopped, but I still find Emily Adaire attractive.netzerkaiser wrote:This is a humbling experience; to respect others sexuality & never belittle it...
dap-addict wrote:I always respected this, but your experience is interesting and it also fits mine with that Emily Adaire scene. I perfectly respect other sexualities and identities, but set filters to block TS for me. Nevertheless that scene turned up and I found Emily Adaire attractive. I had my big reservations because its a Joachim Kessef scene and I do boycott his stuff, but I still watched the trailer until I realized Emily Adaire isn't a women. Than I stopped, but I still find Emily Adaire attractive.netzerkaiser wrote:This is a humbling experience; to respect others sexuality & never belittle it...
I can't imagine to ever enjoy TS porn, though.
dap-addict wrote:I always respected this, but your experience is interesting and it also fits mine with that Emily Adaire scene. I perfectly respect other sexualities and identities, but set filters to block TS for me. Nevertheless that scene turned up and I found Emily Adaire attractive. I had my big reservations because its a Joachim Kessef scene and I do boycott his stuff, but I still watched the trailer until I realized Emily Adaire isn't a women. Than I stopped, but I still find Emily Adaire attractive.netzerkaiser wrote:This is a humbling experience; to respect others sexuality & never belittle it...
I can't imagine to ever enjoy TS porn, though.
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