Porn gave me everything

[CocosNucifera]

Delete this shit, please.

[misangrenegra2]

Delete this shit, please.

Don't be ashamed, i got the opportunity to read the thread.

Try to be more confident and find help if you really need it, is hard read some things like what you posted and realize how many people doesn't have the enough support.

The porn is very important for a lot of us, if someone here say "no", is liying, obviously there are different degrees of necessity but definetly each one have their own %.

I'm not going to judge anyone about their own reasons of why watch porn but, skipping the fact of satisfy our pervert fantasies, is very real that some persons find a refuge in porn in a emotional way, is not the first time that i read something similar during all these years here.

There are other reasons like be stressed by the job, family, friends, be sad or whatever reason and you need literally disconnect, nothing better than watch a porn scene that satisfy your dirty desires, luckyly porn bring us a lot of variety.

If the porn makes you happy, watch the porn you love, don't be ashamed of what you watch, be free and enjoy.

[avanfurwet]

Delete this shit, please.

Don't be ashamed, i got the opportunity to read the thread.

Try to be more confident and find help if you really need it, is hard read some things like what you posted and realize how many people doesn't have the enough support.

The porn is very important for a lot of us, if someone here say "no", is liying, obviously there are different degrees of necessity but definetly each one have their own %.

I'm not going to judge anyone about their own reasons of why watch porn but, skipping the fact of satisfy our pervert fantasies, is very real that some persons find a refuge in porn in a emotional way, is not the first time that i read something similar during all these years here.

There are other reasons like be stressed by the job, family, friends, be sad or whatever reason and you need literally disconnect, nothing better than watch a porn scene that satisfy your dirty desires, luckyly porn bring us a lot of variety.

If the porn makes you happy, watch the porn you love, don't be ashamed of what you watch, be free and enjoy.

Excellent post.

Chin up, Zizi. You're not alone. Depression is a distorting mirror. It makes everything seem dark and hopeless. But the sun will shine again. There are so many good things to be thankful for in this world alongside all the crap we struggle through daily. Good luck to you.

[CocosNucifera]

Thank You, misangrenegra2 and avanfurwet, for taking Your time and replying me in spite of my message being so pathetic.

[dap-addict]

There is nothing pathetic about watching porn or valuing it highly I think.
Its difficult to relate to OP as its gone, but knowing you Zi I'd stick for sure to what I said. Definitely!
Problem is if porn starts to take you away from real life human and b/g relations of any kind. Not talking about sex and/or bf/gf relationships. But just human contacts to all women. Other problem is porn production inherent stuff not enough sustainable or playing badly on some girls. Responsible porn users and compassionate fans will keep an eye on that and take action on forums if something seems to go wrong. I did it with Kitty Doll @ AGO and I was bullied out by studio fans basically. It was hard an experience, but I don't regret it at all. I had to do something as a fan and also as a pretty heavy porn user for years describing porn as a commodity like heat, mobile services and electricity for me. Porn indeed gives really a lot, but it can never replace real human interaction, ideally face to face and not virtual only ofc.

[CocosNucifera]

Thank You for Your input.

However, when the alternatives are nothing at all vs porn, my choice was simple.

I don't believe anymore in b/g relations (understand: emotional and/or sexual relations). Other type of relations (professional, friendly), yes, why not.

But there is no possibile bridge between this kind of relations (which, consequently, have lost the gender factor, becoming human/human relations) and potential emotional and/or sexual relations.

It collapsed. It does not exist. Have it ever existed, by the way? Perhaps. But I don't believe it.

When people do not have coffee, they ground acorns. I feel like I've never even seen or smelled coffee. Like it has never existed. Or like it was something exotic one can only learn about, but not see, touch or experience it.

After all, acorn ersatz is OK. Acorns are everywhere. And I'm sure that every try to find coffee would be a fail. As it has always been.

It's better to surrender when one knows the only possibile result is a pathetic fail.

[dap-addict]

CN/Zi I told you before, you are such a sensitive person it's not possible you cant build such a bridge also in b/g terms, and be it with a professional start turning personal.

Meanwhile porn is a good ersatz. Me I use it mainly as job stress release or out of boredom, but porn is a multi-layer medicine. And as with any drugs the dose is all, and yes, there can be too much. I am just after an 8-days-internet detox and I needed it. But I also need my porn today because another stressy work week started again.

[CocosNucifera]

It's very kind of you, but you can keep your toy. I would rather go for a CZ.

[FuckMyAssAndCallMeCharlie]

I've got a glock you can borrow hehe\

Shut the fuck up faggot

[xxxVIPERxxx]

I did not read the earlier and/or deleted posts...but from my personal perspective, there was a time period where porn saved me.
After my first marriage ended, I kind of stopped believing in sex, in love, in the need for intimacy etc...however, porn helped me to open myself up again.
My second wife and I used to watch LPAV porn together, it was something we enjoyed doing together and opened our sexual minds and boundaries together.
As of recent times, we are sadly not together anymore...and are in the process of finalising our divorce...

However, I am sure that my eventual third wife and I will also continue to enjoy LPAV, and its many extreme, rough sex scenes together...my libido is still very high

[isis666xxx]

I've got a glock you can borrow hehe\

Shut the fuck up faggot

wow calm down dear

i love you♥

[isis666xxx]

Delete this shit, please.

i wish once you make a thread, you cant delete it & take it back

more fun

i wish the edit button would dissapear, i dont want to suppress anything, but im actually trying to save the users from suppressing themselves
taking back stuff & suppress your messages & delete them is weak

[misangrenegra2]

Meanwhile porn is a good ersatz. I use it mainly as job stress release or out of boredom, but porn is a multi-layer medicine. And as with any drugs the dose is all, and yes, there can be too much. I am just after an 8-days-internet detox and I needed it. But I also need my porn today because another stressful work week started again.

These last days i've thinking in this thread, in particular about your response about how it works as job stress releaser.

I always liked have my "porn session" every day: In my sessions normally i read the forum, check new releases, watching pics/trailers and continue the scenes that i started to watch (normally i dont watch the scene complete in one session, i watch the scenes in 3 sessions more or less).

But lately i'm having a lot of job stress and i cannot wait to back home to: (optional) sleep during 1-1'5 hours after lunch.

And later, i start watching porn, somedays i don't sleep and just start my porn session, i have to say that these days i increased the time dedicated, to be honest, the big pleasure that i feel watching porn is worth it and is the best medicine to release the fucking stress.

This shows how important is porn for me, i'm grateful for be able to support and watch what i love, these days are a little more better thanks to porn.

I always will be in love with pornography.

[dap-addict]

lately i'm having a lot of job stress and i cannot wait to back home to: (optional) sleep during 1-1'5 hours after lunch.

And later, i start watching porn, somedays i don't sleep and just start my porn session, i have to say that these days i increased the time dedicated, to be honest, the big pleasure that i feel watching porn is worth it and is the best medicine to release the fucking stress.

I like this post as it just shows how important a commodity and medicine porn is.
It also leads to a positive approach of this kind of entertainment, ideally without looking down on performers but being grateful for what they do for us, even for them its only a job as well very often, and for some a really stress one on top.
Please just let's consider that!

Anyway, I am back after 2 lengthy business trips and some internet detox days and today at regular work again, and yes, I need my porn dose as a stress relief again, definitely! And of course I happily pay a fair price for that medicine!


Btw, just watch out to also get enough sleep, misangrenegra!

[misangrenegra2]

I like this post as it just shows how important a commodity and medicine porn is.
It also leads to a positive approach of this kind of entertainment, ideally without looking down on performers but being grateful for what they do for us, even for them its only a job as well very often, and for some a really stress one on top.
Please just let's consider that!

Anyway, I am back after 2 lengthy business trips and some internet detox days and today at regular work again, and yes, I need my porn dose as a stress relief again, definitely! And of course I happily pay a fair price for that medicine!


Btw, just watch out to also get enough sleep, misangrenegra!

Don't be worry D-addict, i sleep fine at nights, i said what when i come from the work, almost close to the afternoon, i just eat and i can take a break of an 1 or 1'5 hours, i use to sleep in this break, but these days, with the whole stress, i need be comfortable and relaxed quickly and that is what gives me the porn, a magnific entertainment of pleasure that works as a stress releaser.

I prefer, by far, watch porn relaxed and with nothing in mind, just be relaxed with my headphones and enjoy the sex and with the stuff that i love.

I never looked down on performers, in fact, i have a big respect and admiration for their magnific work, i always have been grateful to them for be people enough brave, confident and open minded to be in a porn set and performing hardcore sex acts.

Especially women, who are rejected and insulted by people and listen hard things, some harassed or receive despicable messages, sadly a lot of people don't respect them just for be a pornstar. These girl have more balls than those losers.

Of course, i don't forget the boys, who have and must be in form and perform at high level in the scene, for all those years, i started to feel me more comfortable with the crews, currently i have predilection for a few guys and i love watch them fucking the girls..

Thx for them, i can enjoy and watch this great porn, also i proud to support and to be a little part for those how contribute to this porn be possible, their job must be well rewarded.

[dap-addict]

I never looked down on performers, in fact, i have a big respect and admiration for their magnific work, i always have been grateful to them for be people enough brave, confident and open minded to be in a porn set and performing hardcore sex acts.

This my addition wasnt meant for you, misangrenegra. I perfectly know you respect these girls and all porn performers. It was a general remark since often lately I get the impression porn is used by many to compensate some job or life accumulated aggression, they than look down on our porn girls, use rude language demanding ultimative acts from them etc.
Talk to a few porn girl about her social media and/or live stream and cam experiences. Its frightening!

[misangrenegra2]

I never looked down on performers, in fact, i have a big respect and admiration for their magnific work, i always have been grateful to them for be people enough brave, confident and open minded to be in a porn set and performing hardcore sex acts.

This my addition wasnt meant for you, misangrenegra. I perfectly know you respect these girls and all porn performers. It was a general remark since often lately I get the impression porn is used by many to compensate some job or life accumulated aggression, they than look down on our porn girls, use rude language demanding ultimative acts from them etc.
Talk to a few porn girl about her social media and/or live stream and cam experiences. Its frightening!

Don't worry, i known that it was a general remark and it wasn't direct for me, i just wanted to share my real thought about it.

Is sadly but true, and is something that remains hidden. There aren't the enough awareness of the barbarities and the scare situations that they suffer in silence, to be clear, all of us have dirty and pervert fantasies and desires, the adult movies are the way to represent it, each one have their own fetishes and that is why there are a lot of offer of different kind of porn, to have a great selction to watch.

There are a way to talk in the porn forums, i understand that are porn things, using derogative adjectives and words as: slut, whore, sex doll, slutty, wreck, bitch.. etc. I try to don't use them a lot but i like the porn glosary.

I say this because sadly the pornstars are the most exposed persons in the bussiness, i accept the fact of we like watch hardcore stuff and use those words in a context but there are some people that don't respect them, for them the girls are simply a piece of meat with holes without feelings and a live outside of porn that must be used as they want to satisfy their own needs.

I would like that these persons think in that they are human beings, that have feelings and that they are working in profession that is not properly respect in the society and with hard rejection for all who works in the bussiness, here no ones talk of how hard are for them in their private lifes, how kind of comments and fights have in the close circle, what kind of consequencies they have to live...

I watched an interview of Brittany bardot in youtube, is a quite recent interview of this year if i not wrong, and she told how was her starting and some anecdotes where she lives and some with her own family, is simply sad how still being a taboo everything involved with sex and sex professions.

The most hypocr

The most hypocritical thing is that all those who doesn't respect all about porn, are the first to jerk off watching movies and hidding that they watch porn.

I would like to write about the boys situation but is something that i have not idea, but i would dare that their situation is less dramatic

[dap-addict]

I watched an interview of Brittany bardot in youtube, is a quite recent interview of this year if i not wrong, and she told how was her starting and some anecdotes where she lives and some with her own family, is simply sad how still being a taboo everything involved with sex and sex professions.

Are you talking about this YT interview?
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nJkAZ6jT20w

Situation of studs is easier as society in most countries is more open for sexually very active men than women, but living in a loving and caring relationship for instance is the same difficult for porn studs than porn girls.
This said I have talked to many more porn girls than male performers. So far I tried to interview two of them for this forum but both preferred not to speak out. That's a pity.

[misangrenegra2]

I watched an interview of Brittany bardot in youtube, is a quite recent interview of this year if i not wrong, and she told how was her starting and some anecdotes where she lives and some with her own family, is simply sad how still being a taboo everything involved with sex and sex professions.

Are you talking about this YT interview?
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nJkAZ6jT20w

Situation of studs is easier as society in most countries is more open for sexually very active men than women, but living in a loving and caring relationship for instance is the same difficult for porn studs than porn girls.
This said I have talked to many more porn girls than male performers. So far I tried to interview two of them for this forum but both preferred not to speak out. That's a pity.

Yes, this is the interview that i saw, is very interesting and show how kind of things they live outside of the industry.

Sad, i would like to read some interviews of some particular male studs.

[misangrenegra2]

Lately i'm thinking while i'm watching the porn scenes of this site how grateful i am with the performers and with this great industry.

I'm feel especially lucky of have the opportunity of enjoy a lot of porn genres, sex acts and fetishes performed by these professionals that i need to express my opinion about them.

Is wonderful how women from different parts of the world of different kind of bodies, age and beauty decide be a part of porn and choosing this profession as a make living. I love thier full commitment to perform and show explicit sex in front of a camera without any kind of tabboo, demonstrating a total freedom about their sexuality and a great self confident.

Maybe people doesn't stop to think about their commitment and great workout to be able to perform what we, as a clients, demand to watch.

No matters how, but i'm fully grateful to them for offer me the opportunity to watch my sexual needs and fantasies represented in the scenes, is a enormous delight see what they do and definetly they really make feel great to a lot of people with their works.

I'm just a satisfied client who loves watch what they do and pays worthily for the amazing job that they make.

[PornoManiac]

Lately i'm thinking while i'm watching the porn scenes of this site how grateful i am with the performers and with this great industry.

I'm feel especially lucky of have the opportunity of enjoy a lot of porn genres, sex acts and fetishes performed by these professionals that i need to express my opinion about them.

Is wonderful how women from different parts of the world of different kind of bodies, age and beauty decide be a part of porn and choosing this profession as a make living. I love thier full commitment to perform and show explicit sex in front of a camera without any kind of tabboo, demonstrating a total freedom about their sexuality and a great self confident.

Maybe people doesn't stop to think about their commitment and great workout to be able to perform what we, as a clients, demand to watch.

No matters how, but i'm fully grateful to them for offer me the opportunity to watch my sexual needs and fantasies represented in the scenes, is a enormous delight see what they do and definetly they really make feel great to a lot of people with their works.

I'm just a satisfied client who loves watch what they do and pays worthily for the amazing job that they make.

+100

[CocosNucifera]

Lately i'm thinking while i'm watching the porn scenes of this site how grateful i am with the performers and with this great industry.

I'm feel especially lucky of have the opportunity of enjoy a lot of porn genres, sex acts and fetishes performed by these professionals that i need to express my opinion about them.

Is wonderful how women from different parts of the world of different kind of bodies, age and beauty decide be a part of porn and choosing this profession as a make living. I love thier full commitment to perform and show explicit sex in front of a camera without any kind of tabboo, demonstrating a total freedom about their sexuality and a great self confident.

Maybe people doesn't stop to think about their commitment and great workout to be able to perform what we, as a clients, demand to watch.

No matters how, but i'm fully grateful to them for offer me the opportunity to watch my sexual needs and fantasies represented in the scenes, is a enormous delight see what they do and definetly they really make feel great to a lot of people with their works.

I'm just a satisfied client who loves watch what they do and pays worthily for the amazing job that they make.

Wise words.

[dap-addict]

Is wonderful how women from different parts of the world of different kind of bodies, age and beauty decide be a part of porn and choosing this profession as a make living. I love thier full commitment to perform and show explicit sex in front of a camera without any kind of tabboo, demonstrating a total freedom about their sexuality and a great self confident.

That sounds a bit too idealistic to be honest.
I write this based on my own although small experience with scouting. Main hook is money offered to girls in situations they deem as difficult, it might be just broken up relationships mixed with material wishes, financial needs or just the wish to provoke a reaction by people they feel conflicted with. A scout offers as much $$$ as it takes to get a girl into porn, the girls sexuality is secondary and the less self confident she is the better usually.

This said I do share a high esteem for all porn girls for whatever reason they originally entered that biz. Its a very difficult job they do for us users - and it really demands a lot of stress resistance in todays times of social media and OF or Camming on the side.

Still, another experience I have is also that of buying DAPbreakin's and again it's not about freedom of their sexuality, but the power of money. I'm currently dealing with a quite self-confident girl and I tell you it's harder than with a girl without self confidence, but money will win. And on a broader base it's really economics incl sustainability of studios.

[misangrenegra2]

Is wonderful how women from different parts of the world of different kind of bodies, age and beauty decide be a part of porn and choosing this profession as a make living. I love thier full commitment to perform and show explicit sex in front of a camera without any kind of tabboo, demonstrating a total freedom about their sexuality and a great self confident.

That sounds a bit too idealistic to be honest.
I write this based on my own although small experience with scouting. Main hook is money offered to girls in situations they deem as difficult, it might be just broken up relationships mixed with material wishes, financial needs or just the wish to provoke a reaction by people they feel conflicted with. A scout offers as much $$$ as it takes to get a girl into porn, the girls sexuality is secondary and the less self confident she is the better usually.

This said I do share a high esteem for all porn girls for whatever reason they originally entered that biz. Its a very difficult job they do for us users - and it really demands a lot of stress resistance in todays times of social media and OF or Camming on the side.

Still, another experience I have is also that of buying DAPbreakin's and again it's not about freedom of their sexuality, but the power of money. I'm currently dealing with a quite self-confident girl and I tell you it's harder than with a girl without self confidence, but money will win. And on a broader base it's really economics incl sustainability of studios.

I didn't have any kind of approach with any pornstar to tell here some experience as you do but is obvious that the money is very important to decide perform in front of a camera, mainly if we talk about perform some specific sex acts, that why i said that i love that ther are women who decide make porn as a make living because, as a customer/porn viewer, i can enjoy the art that they do of explicit sex.

Of course there are several reasons behind to decide enter in this bussiness as you mentioned, maybe some of those reasons could be judge it, but honestly i respect whatever is, always if they enter by their own will. I'm not denying that those reasons can be the real reasons of some of the current performers but some of then sounds like the kind of situation that women had in 2000's early, even before. Nowadays seems a little bit "different".

About their sexuality, maybe i was wrong here in the way i focused that part. True is that their own sexuality (what they like) is one thing and other thing is perform the kind of sex acts we see in the scenes but this denote that their are open minded to do and try several things, not every girl, even with money, do what they pornstars of this site does.

Your last point: maybe are you confussing "ego" with "self-confident"?

If someone has a "low level" of some of those 2 things, is obvious that is less hard "handle" with that person but i don't see why is "better" someone with less self confident than just be less "problematic" in terms of negociate.

I think that they must have a good self confident to shoot the kind of porn that this site offers us, beliving in their sexual and performance skills.

[dap-addict]

Your last point: maybe are you confussing "ego" with "self-confident"?

If someone has a "low level" of some of those 2 things, is obvious that is less hard "handle" with that person but i don't see why is "better" someone with less self confident than just be less "problematic" in terms of negociate.

I think that they must have a good self confident to shoot the kind of porn that this site offers us, beliving in their sexual and performance skills.

I am not sure I am confusing this.
There is self-confidence and ego-mania. Often a lack of self-confidence leads to the latter. And of course this isnt easy to handle for a scout and also for a director.
At the same time we users have always to remember that porn is acting.

About self-confidence or the lack of I'd like to point to a the Gonzo BTS of Tabitha Poison I watched today @ sz2396 (https://pornbox.com/application/watch-page/63600): Its an early Tabitha Poison scene and BTS you see her sitting or standing there lost, not talking or trying to talk to her workmates, not smiling at them during breaks, with her body language showing insecurity. At the same time she does what Luis tells her to do, starts to moan when he calls for 'action!" etc.

Go 5y ahead and check Tabitha Poisons travelog from Laos and Vietnam with Damian Soup and you see her winning about an expensive clinic in Laos not prescribing the pills she needs to heal an inflammation. She sounds ego-manic and self-centered, but is she self-confident? She feels ill and bad, okay, but dealing with such a girl on set? Thanks god I dont have to!

[dap-addict]

add:
But scouting a lacking self-confidence girl being an ego-maniac: Rather easy because she wants to be somebody bigger than her currently, she'll be looking for fame and a high number of followers, and she in preparation for a scene she will rather do what she's told. And on set she will act fine or/and if not, good studs will guide her and make it look acceptable.

[misangrenegra2]

add:
But scouting a lacking self-confidence girl being an ego-maniac: Rather easy because she wants to be somebody bigger than her currently, she'll be looking for fame and a high number of followers, and she in preparation for a scene she will rather do what she's told. And on set she will act fine or/and if not, good studs will guide her and make it look acceptable.

Is a complex topic i don't want to enter too much (laziness).

That anecdote of Tabitha in the set can be several things, bad mood or whatever, the other anecdote of their travel well, seems denotes inestability or even other thing...

I know that the image showed in the scene is idealistic and according to hook the audience but i think that exist a reflex of their real one outside of porn in their attitude, performance and personality in the set. I can notice how some girls are more shy/quiet/cold than others who really have a great charisma and attitude in show a great performance but this is something different of the topic about ego or self confident..

Is hard..but i understand your point, too much ego can be problematic, and i say this in any kind of job or competition. A good self confident is important because will give you a better result but can be fall you in increase your ego. A low self confident should give you worst results and be more handle or persuadable that i think is not a good thing too.