dap-addict wrote:I felt than I was caught in (my own) porn star hype and landed on hard ground again.
Btw, I See that part about her sad love-story made it in final interview cut:
Q08: How did working in porn change your personal life? Did it also change your private sexuality? Did it change you as a person?
Silvia Soprano: This job has changed my life for the better, I can confirm it every day more and more. (...)
My lifestyle is now much healthier than it was a few years ago, I love myself much more because I know that my body is my working tool, so I always try to respect and take care of it. I tried to go out with a boy some time ago, and everything seemed to go well, I was happy because he knew everything about me, even if he didn't like the idea very much, but with him I had my own space that made me feel like the simple girl I have always been. This dating ended because he told me he had found a girl more serious than me and with a normal job. This hurt me a lot, it really hurts to try to constantly show how much you love someone and the conclusion is that you are not serious enough because of the job you do. But like all the unpleasant things that happen in life you get over it and move on.
However, apart from this small chapter in my intimacy I prefer to give myself to someone I love. Casual sex doesn't give me any satisfaction because thanks to my job I feel I can live my sexuality to the full.
This part was really surprising to me, than.
But reading back I am so content with that interview with Silvia Soprano still!
I'd actually like to make a fellow-up, see what changed for her since then, how she sees things now, the more as she took a porn break recently of a few weeks she spent partly in London to consider if and where to move with her porn career. No retirement, just a break! Would be nice talking to Silvia again, but would users be interested in that, too?