CocosNucifera wrote:Hello, dap. Zizi here.
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Of course I would never go as far as to bother my porn love. However, I do believe that at least some models do appreciate that certain fans show them interest instead of showing it just for their scenes (porn work).
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And I would never learn French and become a French translator without Alizée.
Wow, thats a word!
Who is Alizée?
It's an even forum post for me again, next 1000, and I'm thinking a lot of porn-"love" recently, of what it really consists of. I'd generally say falling in porn-"love" is like falling in real love, but with a porn girl not available as a real girlfriend. Falling in porn-"love" is therefore not real love, but a fantasy, but associated with a good amount of
butterflies in your stomach still.
And of course also of real
care for her as a person and not only as a performer. For me its therefore natural to try to get to know them a bit better, be it by watching BTS, fellowing their social media - also trying to talk to them.
But it doenst go further, doenst cross a into real life falling in love ideally, its just an idealized fantasy world, just Porn World.
So far the theory. In practice its more difficult since 1-2years for me, because I got closer involved with some porn girls I wouldn't have called porn-"loves", but truly care(d) a lot for much more, and if for some time you share almost every job commuting, porn work and leisure day at least partly with her online it gives you another feeling. And than imagine a girl performing a sex act especially for you, of course being payed for it by the studio, but really pushing her envelope for you because she could also live with earning 2-300$ less!
So I might soon try something new and actually fall for
Khali Noir before she goes DAP-able in her way disrupted porn career and try to convince her to really do it just for me, without my money involved ofc. but just mutual friendship. I see I'm porn-"love"-sick and dreaming!