DAP-A, I realized today (and hard to believe) I never actually answered your 'porn love' questions about May Thai. Before getting to that, I don't understand how it can take you 'time' to develop porn love for a performer. With May it was instantaneous - like being struck by lightning. I guess how you get there isn't important as long as you enjoy being in 'porn love'.
How is it for you?
What does being in porn-"love" mean for you? It is a blessing and a curse. A blessing for the unparalleled pleasure I get from her scenes. A curse as other performers no longer interest me much. Yes I get the occasional spark from a new girl, but even then, it pales to the tingles I get from May. I am certain May will be my greatest porn love - my porn soulmate if you will.
how loyal and affected you are to them?: Very loyal. No other performer comes close to getting my cock to granite and feeling like its every nerve ending is on full pleasure spikes like May.
How are your feelings? : It's like the white hot burning lust you feel at the start of a real relationship. With a real relationship it can last a few weeks or months then die off as you start to know the person better and lose interest. With porn love the heat never dies and is reignited and grows with each new scene release.
Have you sort of fallen in "love" with them?: Definitely and instantly from her very first scene. It was like being struck by lightning.
Do you try to book a date with them (provided they escort)?: No, not interested - at least in paying for sex. I would much rather just hang out and get to know her better as a person. From the little we know, she seems like a well educated and cultured young woman. At my age, there has to be a mutual physical and intelligence attraction in order to enjoy sex with a woman. Let's face it, I am not a porn stud so am not going to compete at that level.
How far goes your loyality? 100% loyal. I am a completest and must have all her scenes. Also, buying her scenes is the only true way I have of supporting her. This includes memberships to other sites just to get her scenes even if only for just one scene.
Are you jealous of their porn partners? No, not at all. After all, they are taking my Goddess to heights of unimaginable pleasure. Also, it is through them as my avatar that I get to imagine what it would feel like to fuck my Porn Love - and also see her reaching her own heights of pleasure.
Jealous of their bf? As long as he/she treats her good, appreciates her, supports her dreams, can support themself and grow with her through life's ups and downs then I'm not at all jealous - they'd be treating her as I would. (I say he/she as I suspect May might be bisexual).
And finally: What makes you quit that mood of having fallen in porn-"love"? Tattoos - the more and larger the tattoos are, the more I get turned off, breast implants, smoker's tongue (that horrible gray/green tongue a smoker has - for example, it turned me off Ria Sunn).
Well, there you have it!
