Falling in porn-"love" with LP girls

[dap-addict]

What made me fall in love with LP/AV and thus becoming a huge fan of the site and amassing over 4 TB of porn in a relatively short space of time were these girls. Technically, you could say that I 'fell in love' with these LP girls, (in no particular order because they are all super amazing!)

1) Nicole Love
(...)

My last porn-"love" and I fell for her very late, almost too late, just basically the month before she retired. I dumped her meanwhile, managed before it was clear she'll not come back. But I big sadness remains.

Tried to fill my emptiness yesterday night and force me to fall for either Lana Bunny, Berlin, Sandra Soul and Emily Pink still pre-boobjob, but to give her a chance to save my feelings to her actually inflated state. But with falling porn-"love" its like with falling in RL love, you can't provoke it, it just happens.

Thus still waiting...
I hope there wont be a long porn-"love"-less time again. Kira Thorn is gone, Nicole Love is gone and Lana Bunny doenst come back really. Its all confusing and sad a bit. But luckily there are those 10+ LP/AV girls I feel very close with anyway. Waiting for their next scenes to enjoy, just enjoy! Porn-"love" however is much deeper. Hope it happens soon!

[dap-addict]

I'm on the verge of falling for Nicole and letting poor Kira Thorn alone with her tribal dances in Goa, thus this was an matter of a few secs to hit the buy button just after midnight today: https://pornbox.com/application/watch-page/215577

Two very different looking girls. Maybe both are sweethearts?

Well, both truly are.
But both are gone!

D. pondering what her retirement did to her tits. (mid Sept 2021)

[dap-addict]

Spreading branches instead of spreading her legs for porn.

Feel alienated without true porn-"love" today.
Also no porn girl love affirmations recently by other porn users.
Autumn coming and all sweet feelings dying?
Nobody taken by an AV/LP girl again?
No butterflies in no stomaches?

[dap-addict]

Porn-"love" died with fans?
Too many new girls each new day?



Makes me even go a bit with Kira Thorn, who posted this pretty wise, though very delusional memo from Goa a few weeks back:

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[dap-addict]

Giving it a 2nd thought, porn-"love" is always very egoistic!
Its in the nature of things that most porn-"lovers" are in no contact with their porn-"love", they just fantasize about her. The girl thus turns into an ideal projection space, porn-"lovers" put in all their concepts about love and lust and sex. And porn-"loves" can be also dumped so much easier than in RL because there might be emotions involved, but its one-way-emotions only.

What Kira Thorn doenst reflect in her memo and posts, though, is that pornstar girls love for their fans is also egoistic usually only, its not love in RL sense, but a way to get more scenes sold, to get more OF subscribers, to get gifts sent from Amazon wish list etc.
And in this game Kira Thorn is a good player, actually.

This said of course she is right commenting her (probably Indian) fan's post the way she does. Me for instance I told her frankly for many times that also I morally support her Goa stay, what I need are new GIO DAPs shot in Prague and my porn-"love" for her is getting cold if I dont get these commodities anymore.
Unaffected from this is my respect for her as a person, but respect is respect and neither porn-"love" nor RL love of course!

Finally, Kira Thorn still is one the only porn girl I know who is really dealing sincerely with her fan's different loves. Its her way, influenced a lot by her buddhistic practices, her spiritual growth. This part may look and sound the more superficial the longer she stays there, but its sincere still. And for this I do still adore and respect her.


The rest of me sadly is without new porn-"love" currently, but I feel someone is coming in small steps and she'll have a big impact on my porn consume pretty soon - or a bit later!

[steverino1969]

Giving it a 2nd thought, porn-"love" is always very egoistic!
Its in the nature of things that most porn-"lovers" are in no contact with their porn-"love", they just fantasize about her. The girl thus turns into an ideal projection space, porn-"lovers" put in all their concepts about love and lust and sex. And porn-"loves" can be also dumped so much easier than in RL because there might be emotions involved, but its one-way-emotions only.

What Kira Thorn doenst reflect in her memo and posts, though, is that pornstar girls love for their fans is also egoistic usually only, its not love in RL sense, but a way to get more scenes sold, to get more OF subscribers, to get gifts sent from Amazon wish list etc.
And in this game Kira Thorn is a good player, actually.

This said of course she is right commenting her (probably Indian) fan's post the way she does. Me for instance I told her frankly for many times that also I morally support her Goa stay, what I need are new GIO DAPs shot in Prague and my porn-"love" for her is getting cold if I dont get these commodities anymore.
Unaffected from this is my respect for her as a person, but respect is respect and neither porn-"love" nor RL love of course!

Finally, Kira Thorn still is one the only porn girl I know who is really dealing sincerely with her fan's different loves. Its her way, influenced a lot by her buddhistic practices, her spiritual growth. This part may look and sound the more superficial the longer she stays there, but its sincere still. And for this I do still adore and respect her.


The rest of me sadly is without new porn-"love" currently, but I feel someone is coming in small steps and she'll have a big impact on my porn consume pretty soon - or a bit later!

Kira was my first "real" porn love. She's a truly amazing performer. She's also genuine, but a bit peculiar in her beliefs. For a girl who has taken so many cocks up her ass, cocks in her pussy, and who has swallowed so much sperm for all the world to see, some of her more recent posts are mystifying.

[Angel Eyes]

If it isn't already obvious from my decreased forum presence and general dissatisfaction with LP/AV these days, I'm no longer in porn 'love' with any model...including May Thai. Regarding Ms. Thai, her devolved change in performing style has completely soured me on any of her new scenes. The loud, constant, nails-on-chalkboard screeching have completely turned me off. IMHO, the screeching has replaced what seemed like true passion in her 2016-2017 early days. It gives me no pleasure to admit this, but I have to keep it 100 and come clean. I still think she's the most beautiful/hot Asian currently and ever to do porn: unfortunately, she's lost all of her early spontaneity. I'm glad for her 2016-2017 era before the screeching crept in. I continue to go back and enjoy those scenes. Part of me wonders what on earth she is thinking that she does this. I'm convinced a director along the way suggested it. I think it crept in around her summer 2017 Budapest trip so perhaps Rocco? Since then it has got increasingly annoying and pervasive.

I still buy every Gio/Gonz LP/AV scene of hers, but others outside of those I don't bother with. I used to be a completist, having to have every scene. but no more.

[dap-addict]

The rest of me sadly is without new porn-"love" currently, but I feel someone is coming in small steps and she'll have a big impact on my porn consume pretty soon - or a bit later!

Didnt happen.
But meanwhile I hope for Emily to collect her fruit half a year later!
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7CCwRGlIHyw
Does it happen? - I wish her luck!

[dap-addict]

Looks like it doenst happen anymore in 2021.
Amor shot his arrow in March, but it lasted just a month or 2.
I managed to dump my new porn-"love" before she officially retired, which made it easier.
But since Summer I am waiting...
Kira gone, Nicole gone, Emily butchered.

[Starrio]

Well, if it makes you feel better I'm still in love with all the girls I mentioned in this thread:

viewtopic.php?f=184&t=35335

I think you can find them all in LP with different names, but they are very old videos.

[dap-addict]

Well, if it makes you feel better I'm still in love with all the girls I mentioned in this thread: viewtopic.php?f=184&t=35335

Thats truly sweet, Starrio, thanks a lot!
Claudia Rossi was a porn-"love" of mine, too, sort of at least.
Interesting that so many than went by their real names, a no no nowadays.


Btw, late editing the above post, butchered doenst mean I dont like that girl anymore. But falling out of porn-"love" for me was very early on connected with boobjobs, which I understand in most cases, but still can't approve for my surely idealized porn-"love" concept. Emily could have been the first, my heart was open, but it didnt happen. This is nothing against her, not at all! She stays sweet in my heart and will always be. She just didnt become my next porn-"love" thats all.

[dap-addict]

Is this porn-"love"?

From Cyber Shots thread: viewtopic.php?f=104&t=37180#p570835

Oh my god.

I cannot rmemeber when was the last time I wanked so hard and often to this girl. I wank a lot but she brought me to new wanking record.

What a slut you found. Congratulations. Keep up the fantastic work

I am falling in love with her

[xxxVIPERxxx]

Avoid falling in love at all costs...I have learnt from my mistakes in life. The cost of a relationship, marriage, bitter divorce is immense. Just avoid love!

[dap-addict]

Avoid falling in love at all costs...I have learnt from my mistakes in life. The cost of a relationship, marriage, bitter divorce is immense. Just avoid love!

Thats a completely new turn, Viper!
But isn't porn-"love" best option than also in your case?
Because its not RL love, but a kind of commodity "love" like porn is just a commodity.
Me for one I really get attached to my porn-"loves", but if they stop delivering new scenes for too long or change their appearance too much or do something else I can't approve of like loyalty issues or too much fan gift begging without delivering the porn I need I just dump them. I might be truly sad, feel truly guilty I left them, but I still do it at a lot lower cost than in real life with GF/wifey etc.
Have you ever thought of that?
And, btw, also maybe worth reading my porn-"love" definition on top of page 1.


Btw, let me still post this nostalgic pic of my past years porn-"love":
I miss her of course. But I dumped her before she retired. Its easier, sure.

I will never forget you D. aka Nicole Love. Never. But you dont hurt me ever.

[dap-addict]

What does being in porn-"love" mean for you?

Some further falling-in-porn-"love" concept instructions...or how for me it started in March 2008 when I wrote this on ebi:

Maybe I have to disperse my thoughts after having lost my most recent porn girl I sort of fell in "love" with - the exotic looking Magyar cutie Kyra Black, but let me start a discussion about falling in porn-"love".

Most of us have their favorite porn girls (chris and angelito have Simony, kenbac has Bibi Fox, nylonlover Carla Cox etc) but how loyal and affected you are to them? How are your feelings? Have you sort of fallen in "love" with them?
:?: :?: :?:
What else does you bind to them?
Do you try to book a date with them (provided they escort)? Do you collect all their scenes?
How far goes your loyality? Are you jealous of their porn partners? [color=#000000]Jealous of their bf?
And finally: What makes you quit that mood of haveing fallen in porn-"love"?

Getting stuck more and more on Dalia Dark recently.
But I realize I start minding her posting that much about her bf in her IS stories.
Sort of keeps me from falling in porn-"love" for her.
Never minded whom they fucked with off set before.
Strange feeling! Again social media getting in my porn commodity user way.

[dap-addict]

Spreading branches instead of spreading her legs for porn.

Kira Thorn @ Goa 9-21.png

Finally!!!
Kira, give me your 63th DAP with love from Prague and you have me back, dear!
❤ ❤ ❤

[Fstop2000]

My list can change but Kira Thorn is always my #1.
Kira Thorn
Julia Red
Isabella Clark
Luna Rival
Nataly Gold
Natasha Teen
Goldie
Lita Phoenix
Sofi Goldfinger
Sara Bell
Susan Ayn
Ayna Akulova
Selvaggia
Ria Sunn
Clementine Marceau
Sindy Rose

[Fstop2000]

My list can change but Kira Thorn is always my #1.
Kira Thorn
Julia Red
Isabella Clark
Luna Rival
Nataly Gold
Natasha Teen
Goldie
Lita Phoenix
Sofi Goldfinger
Sara Bell
Susan Ayn
Ayna Akulova
Selvaggia
Ria Sunn
Clementine Marceau
Sindy Rose

And Kristy Black, can't believe I forgot her.

[dap-addict]

Just had to check whether I had ever fallen for Liliane Tiger at her time: And no, I hadnt! Quite surprised because my memories are very warm after buying this 15 year old scene today:
https://pornbox.com/application/watch-page/144647

I see in 2015 it was 4 porn-"loves" for me.

Nostalgia taking over in times of end 2018 Kira Thorn vs. Julia Red vs. Kira Roller turmoil!

These are my 1998-2007 porn-"loves":
Some links dont work anymore, but if you click the thumbnail it still shows you her name.





(click thumbs to engage!)

Only 9 out of 16 were DAP-able at that time!
Today a non-DAP friendly LP girl has absolutely no chance with me anymore.

Btw, still waiting for Khali Noir DAPbreakin' scene! Tonight maybe?
I just want a new porn-"love"!

[dap-addict]

Khali, my butterflies start flying for you!
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WGr7r0Rx1Vc

[Leglover]

Love is a big word, I wouldnt call it that, but I usually have one porngirl I devote myself to for a few weeks because I recently found her and can't get enough of her.
Lately I had that with Rebecca Volpetti, at the moment Silvia Dellai is on top of the list. I just feel the urge to jerk off all day to her.

[dap-addict]

Love is a big word, I wouldnt call it that, but I usually have one porngirl I devote myself to for a few weeks because I recently found her and can't get enough of her.

Well, its not about love, but falling into it. And its called porn-"love" in distancing quotation marks. After all I also outlined it in OP on top of page 1.

Anyway, I am not talking about the big word LOVE, but also not about just weekly/monthly tops of porn wanking list. Its a kind of much deeper loyalty feeling for a porn girl stretching over to her social media and glimpses of her real life often meanwhile. Loyalty may include that we buy all of her Pornbox scenes and support her on social media and maybe also OF or other income generating tools.

Its difficult to talk about that special feeling of porn-"love" for me currently because I haven't fallen in porn-"love" for quite a few months. I'm currently feeling I could fall for Khali Noir and maybe Natasha Rios, or even Julia Red again. But it doenst quite happen.

[Visionary_sight]

Love is a big word, I wouldnt call it that, but I usually have one porngirl I devote myself to for a few weeks because I recently found her and can't get enough of her.

Well, its not about love, but falling into it. And its called porn-"love" in distancing quotation marks. After all I also outlined it in OP on top of page 1.

Anyway, I am not talking about the big word LOVE, but also not about just weekly/monthly tops of porn wanking list. Its a kind of much deeper loyalty feeling for a porn girl stretching over to her social media and glimpses of her real life often meanwhile. Loyalty may include that we buy all of her Pornbox scenes and support her on social media and maybe also OF or other income generating tools.

Its difficult to talk about that special feeling of porn-"love" for me currently because I haven't fallen in porn-"love" for quite a few months. I'm currently feeling I could fall for Khali Noir and maybe Natasha Rios, or even Julia Red again. But it doenst quite happen.

From what you describe. It’s kind of like becoming a fan of a really good musical artist or actor. I spend time looking at my favourite actresses who I find super hot just to understand what they are like as people. Not in a infatuated way, but in a curious way. And with musicians, if they are great artists with great songs, I often can’t wait till they drop a new record or album. That feeling of anticipation I can relate to.

[dap-addict]

From what you describe. It’s kind of like becoming a fan of a really good musical artist or actor. I spend time looking at my favourite actresses who I find super hot just to understand what they are like as people. Not in a infatuated way, but in a curious way.

Not exactly. I was maybe not able to convey the emotional content of falling in porn-"love". Its far more than just becoming a fan and fellowing social media. Its basically close to falling in love in RL, but you dont pursue anything leading to a RL relationship. But its sure butterflies in your stomach you feel as soon as you spot the porn girl in a new scene or sometimes also or even only on social media.

Today for instance I re-charged my tickets because I had a strong Emily Pink backflash provoked by her IG story from a Medellin club. I saw her smile and into her green deep eyes and I suddenly felt I really needed something by her just NOW! I also felt some butterflies actually creeping up, not that full amor arrow hit feeling, but something really tender for her.

Emily Pink in Medellin, April 13th.

Bought this romantic scene: https://pornbox.com/application/watch-page/123167


Wrote 1/2y ago about Emily, my last attempt to fall in porn-"love":

Tried to fill my emptiness yesterday night and force me to fall for either Lana Bunny, Berlin, Sandra Soul and Emily Pink still pre-boobjob, but to give her a chance to save my feelings to her actually inflated state. But with falling porn-"love" its like with falling in RL love, you can't provoke it, it just happens.

Thus still waiting...
I hope there wont be a long porn-"love"-less time again. Kira Thorn is gone, Nicole Love is gone and Lana Bunny doenst come back really. Its all confusing and sad a bit. But luckily there are those 10+ LP/AV girls I feel very close with anyway. Waiting for their next scenes to enjoy, just enjoy! Porn-"love" however is much deeper. Hope it happens soon!

[dap-addict]

With Emily I was on the verge of getting caught already last year. Now Oscar made her greet me in his YT interview and she pronounces my name so sexily.
But is it enough combined with her 17 DAP scenes released so far?

Emily fighting with my name instead of Oscars dick - LOL!
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7CCwRGlIHyw
Prior to this nice scene: https://pornbox.com/application/watch-page/216205

Its an ongoing story with Emily Pink for over 2y already.
Now crush is back really strong and I'm buying another scene with her every 2nd day! Cant get enough of Emily, but soon her scenes run out and if NTstudios release nothing a hard time will start. Thus either fall in porn-"love" for her now or withhold that draught in solemn loyalty! Emily, catch me, please!

[dap-addict]

Porn-"love" is also about acceptance! I know I have been very harsh about Emily Pink's boobjob last Summer, a.o. because I lost a lot of porn-"loves" due to boobjobs. But now I am in another stage. Here my falling in porn-"love" checklist, done 4y ago for Kira Roller: Subject of acceptance of a boobjob already was there than, now its much more relevant for my falling in porn-"love" feeling.
Emily Pink could actually teach me a porn life lesson here!

It happened again!
Was abstinent for at least 1 year and fought against falling in porn-"love" since GIO442 end August 2017, but a few times re-watching GIO515 just really hooked me now!
And I am so happy! Finally!

Kira Roller gio442.jpg

What can I say at this moment? (see my list of OP questions in red color on page 1)
- I feel butterflies in my stomach!
- no, no escort date with her (at least not now)
- loyalty goes quiet far, I shall sure get all her LP scenes no matter what she does, but I will not get any pussy/DP/lez/mast/piss only scenes nor many non-LP scenes (if any at all)
- jealous of her porn studs: Sure not!
- jealous of her bf/husband: No!
- What would make me quit? : Dont wanna think of that now, but for sure a boob job would be hard to stand even though I shall try to support all of Kira's life decisions. Also some loyalty issues with LP would set my porn-"love" back a lot, a PW shot for instance and than playing the PW lier manipulating game suddenly claiming it was bad to work for GIO etc. That sort of thing. Please dont remind me of such possibilities!

[JBird]

Its a kind of much deeper loyalty feeling for a porn girl stretching over to her social media and glimpses of her real life often meanwhile. Loyalty may include that we buy all of her Pornbox scenes and support her on social media and maybe also OF or other income generating tools.

This sums up my approach to Kitty Doll88 perfectly. I have never previously bought every single release for a model but I have with her. Maybe I’ve overdone it on her thread, with 77 of the 200 or so posts, but what the hell, she’s cute, highly proficient, ready for anything and with a splendid personality. There I go again...

[dap-addict]

I have never previously bought every single release for a model but I have with her. Maybe I’ve overdone it on her thread, with 77 of the 200 or so posts, but what the hell, she’s cute, highly proficient, ready for anything and with a splendid personality.

Other words than I would use but looks like amor has shot another porn-"love" arrow and it sticks for good! Its nice to see Kitty Doll involved and nice to read about her personality reaching beyond her NRX scenes...

Porn-"love" for this girl:

Kittie's reactions are fine, a talent is born!

[dap-addict]

Wow, this is the 9th most popular General Forum thread!
Its the 5th most popular of still active ones - after content, girls wishes, prolapse and BBC Mike.

[dap-addict]

Emily Pink could actually teach me a porn life lesson here!

I think it might happen during or after her next EU porn work trip, but now it just doenst. Today however I felt a really strange loss when the 5th Nela Decker DAP didnt arrive like forecasted, something deep inside, I can't describe it, but sure some sudden butterflies getting awaken in my stomach. I'm quite surprised actually because I never had Nela in my possible porn-"love" circle before!
But like in RL amor just shoots where he pleases, also with falling in porn-"love". Not quite there yet, but very very close!


Somebody else finally feeling spring?

[dap-addict]

Nela would actually be my 8th Czech porn-"love"!

[dap-addict]

10th already, sorry!
Every 3rd porn-"love" of mine since watching porn is a Czech girl!
Starting with Laura Angel, going via immortal porn-"love" Vivienne LaRoche, ending with Belle Claire and Nicole Love!

Laura Angel (1998-2004, about 40 DP, not DAP-able)

[dap-addict]

It took Nela half a year and 5 DAPs, but here she is in the middle of my porn-lover heart! Butterflies swirl second day already, seldom have I been taken so strong by a rookie porn girl!

Nela Decker 5th DAP prep in AGO staircase. (Prague, May 2022)

Its a new stage, no romance left maybe, but she won!

[dap-addict]

Butterflies still boozing!

Nobody else on forum with a new porn-"love" as of recent? I'm alone here?

[xxxVIPERxxx]

Butterflies still boozing!

Nobody else on forum with a new porn-"love" as of recent? I'm alone here?

LOVE is a very strong word, especially for a rather cold-hearted cynic like me. However, there is someone who I am very interested in (with regards to her work, her porn career, and trajectory).
That someone is JULIA MAZE. I would love to see how she can top her recent Manhandle scene, and keep getting better and better.

[poldijk]

Nobody else on forum with a new porn-"love" as of recent? I'm alone here?

i was too shy to come in your historical thread until now

in term of recent porn-"love", it's not a scoop, Kahli , with her mesmerizing doe eyes and her delicious mouth (sounds like it is the first pic of her in your topic )

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we all have our definition of the candidate for porn-"love", mine is a mix of several ingredients, but a face with fine features is the pillar

sometimes, the girl is so cute, she becomes a porn-"love" even if doing glamour only, such as Demi Allen or Georgia from Metart. But I know the DAP rules, entry fee is anal at least

then there is some bonus that will enforce my sex appeal for the girl:

the eyes, some girls have blue or green eyes who just highlight their beauty, I can't explain how

the body shape is obviously a key (beautiful girl having fat ass and flat tits/falling tits is a kind of turn of)

that's why Khali catches my brain because of her beauty but also her leggy slender frame and very nice A+ tits, even though she does not meet one of my biggest criteria, meaty outer lips (this is my official fetish )

and finally, ofc, if she is anal friendly, I reach the ultimate porn-"love", such as Jessica (who is unfortunately almost a one and done as I explained here): very cute, green eyes, slender and a wonderful pussy with 2 big outer lips we just want to open to see what's inside
and a smile.... that makes me melting

this other one is Rebecca (I explain her movies here, her eyes just make me feeling she is coming from another planet...

this is from Private/superfucker 18, she was very tanned and had "xenon eyes" as PW said

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her cute face and heavy tits make me forget she does not have an innie pussy, she is one of the most beautiful girl in porn for me

[dap-addict]

Now I mean basically the "one and only girl", not the dotzens of girls we may just really like at LP.
(...)
What does being in porn-"love" mean for you?

Some further falling-in-porn-"love" concept instructions...or how for me it started in March 2008...

What else does you bind to them?
Do you try to book a date with them (provided they escort)?

Pointed to it by poldijk in another recent thread about most beautiful escorts met, let me re-post this bit also here:

About Kira Thorn for me its interesting that despite being in porn-"love" with her very long and very dedicated I never tried to book her as an escort and it even didnt cross my mind. While other of my porn-"loves" I fancied booking and for some of them I even went an extra mile to test them myself. I'm not yet sure what is/was the quality of my porn-"love" for them, but thinking back its an interesting emotional distinction.

[poldijk]

About Kira Thorn for me its interesting that despite being in porn-"love" with her very long and very dedicated I never tried to book her as an escort and it even didnt cross my mind. While other of my porn-"loves" I fancied booking and for some of them I even went an extra mile to test them myself. I'm not yet sure what is/was the quality of my porn-"love" for them, but thinking back its an interesting emotional distinction.

some people will say it makes no sense at all...I belong to the people who think: this is the real platonic "porn-love"

kudos to your complex/controversial/paradoxical brain, Mister DAP

[dap-addict]

some people will say it makes no sense at all...I belong to the people who think: this is the real platonic "porn-love"

If its "porn-love" I do agree indeed!
But with porn-"love", I dont.

[cumdump]

Julie Skyhigh and Arwen Gold were great!