Personality Disorders and Porn Use

[sumacs3]

Do any of you have a Personality Disorder, and, if so, how does that relate to your porn consumption?

I have Schizoid Personality Disorder (SPD), and find it difficult to form relationships with people. I fear most people, including my family members. I am a senior and have never dated. Just prefer acquaintances and strangers and a casual but authentic brief conversation of at most 10 min. I do enjoy those interactions and even initiate many of them.

Sometimes I give a genuine compliment to a stranger on the street and usually the reaction is positive. Others do not tend to do that. I mean they don't interact at all. And I have enjoyed lots of online companionship and discussion. You can see it in some of my posts here at PB.

A good custom video from a favorite star has been heaven to me. Porn has been infinitely better for me as a substitute for nothing at all. Kind of like the fraction 1/0, but I guess nothing like the real thing with someone who cares and who might even be someone you are not afraid of. Thanks.

[isis666xxx]

I fear most people, including my family members.

why u fear ur family???

[isis666xxx]

I fear most people, including my family members

i personally dont fear people but i have a phobia against tattoos

this story is gonna sound kinda retarded

i personally have tons of tattoos of a certain symbol, because i readed in a book certain symbols would give me 'good luck'
so i have tons of tattoos of a certain symbol

the problem is that i despise tattoos and hate them, but i did mine as an exception, cuz i thought it would give me 'extreme good luck'
so now i have tattoos in my hand & neck

and everywhere i go i have to hide them cuz they give me bad vibes, very big bad vibes, i hate them
if someone sees them, it gives me very bad vibes

before doing the tattoo i knew it would give me bad vibes, but i thought it would give me 'extreme good luck' so it would be worth it
it hasnt given me any good luck, actually the oppossite, terrible bad luck

horrible

so now everywhere i go i get bad vibes when people see my hand & neck tattoos, fucking horrible

also the book says eating ur favourite food gives u 'good luck' too, so i only ate my favourite food, albacore, for almost a year, only albacore 24/7 and i became mercury poisoned

im so pissed, i dont read any book and trust any book anymore

[isis666xxx]

also tattoos are so worthless

i feel stained, and im literally stained

the only tattoos that are cool are masochistic self-degrading sexual tattoos

normal tattoos are ********* stupid

also i dont remove mine cuz i personally take tons of sunbath very frequently and im scared of getting skin cancer or something if i remove it with laser
having ur skin charred or whatever with lasers i think it weakens it
and i need a healthy skin to take tons of sunbath

look what some articles say:
'increased risk of sun damage' yikes i cant afford that

[sumacs3]

Hi, doraemon,
Thank you for talking about the challenges of tattoos. I am sorry they have been a big pain for you.
You asked about fear of family. Basically, they tend to want me to do things for them and I don't usually ask them to do things for me.
So I feel a bit like a slave.
With regard to a fear of other people, it is mainly again the fear that once I get closer to them, they will want me to do things for them, and I would ask little from them.
I have been quite happy to explore Nature, watch videos (including movies, documentaries and porn), read books and try to understand the universe.

Also the question was how a personality disorder affects your porn use.

For me, it is a reasonable substitute for a relationship, because I feel that a relationship would prevent me from doing lots of things on my own.
I prefer solitude to socializing.
Usually a woman wants her man to devote most of his time to the relationship.

[sumacs3]

I do like to read books, but when a book says something will give you good luck, ask what the proof of that is.
Try to find a book that is more scientific when it comes to solutions to problems.

I think a really great thing is to read books with quotations in them, and ask yourself what you think of a given quotation.
It is a good way to make yourself think, and you don't have to spend much time reading!

[netzerkaiser]

also tattoos are so worthless

i feel stained, and im literally stained

the only tattoos that are cool are masochistic self-degrading sexual tattoos

normal tattoos are ********* stupid

also i dont remove mine cuz i personally take tons of sunbath very frequently and im scared of getting skin cancer or something if i remove it with laser
having ur skin charred or whatever with lasers i think it weakens it
and i need a healthy skin to take tons of sunbath

look what some articles say:
'increased risk of sun damage' yikes i cant afford that

its a sad story, & it arouses enormous sympathy. We all fuck up in life, but you've the balls to tell it straight....

Kudos.

[isis666xxx]

Also the question was how a personality disorder affects your porn use.

a yea sorry is cuz im narcissist and i diverted the thread to tell my tattoo curse story hehe

You asked about fear of family. Basically, they tend to want me to do things for them and I don't usually ask them to do things for me.
So I feel a bit like a slave.
With regard to a fear of other people, it is mainly again the fear that once I get closer to them, they will want me to do things for them, and I would ask little from them.

then be negative and evil

you should only do things that you like selfishly

[isis666xxx]

Also the question was how a personality disorder affects your porn use.

a yea sorry is cuz im narcissist and i diverted the thread to tell my tattoo curse story hehe

You asked about fear of family. Basically, they tend to want me to do things for them and I don't usually ask them to do things for me.
So I feel a bit like a slave.
With regard to a fear of other people, it is mainly again the fear that once I get closer to them, they will want me to do things for them, and I would ask little from them.

then be negative and evil

you should only do things that you like selfishly

you can be a slave selfishly btw

from masochism

[sumacs3]

Part of the challenge of human relationships for me is that I prefer Nature, which asks nothing from me, and I ask nothing from it.
So when you compare Nature with humans, one realizes that there is tremendous selfishness in human relationships.
Usually we only compare one human relationship with another human relationship, to determine the degree of selfishness.

As I said, I do like people, but not the seemingly endless demands. So I prefer casual conversations.
I suppose I could choose to be a masochistic slave, but it is not my thing.

Growing up, I thought most men loved Freedom, but I could not explain why many men were content to stick to their chosen cages.
It seems most people also have a very narrow perspective on Life. It is all about human relationships.
My favorite neighbors are trees!