See, this is what happens when you get too excited. You hit Submit mid-post in haste.

I wish you could edit posts…
As I was saying…
I did spend most of 2024 dealing with the fallout of the health emergency, which forced me to put all other endeavors aside. Then, I’ll just be honest about this next part, the trauma of the whole thing combined with some losses in my family right around the same time put me into a very deep depression for a while after that. I’m over it now for the most part, but it was pretty bad.
I took a step back and asked myself, what do I
really want from my life. Do I want to insert into the madness of the world of porn yet again? Especially in my condition? The answer was a resounding “no”. Honestly, it wasn’t even a hard decision. As persistent as I had been in pursuing this dream for so many years, I realized I had finally lost my motivation. Porn production just doesn’t fit into my life priorities anymore.
I am not incapacitated, physically or otherwise. I
could do this again. I just don’t
want to do this again.
This was a realization I had over a year ago and I’ve had quite a lot of time to reconsider my decision. My mind has not changed.
Don’t cry because it’s over. Smile because it happened. I’ve been luckier than most people I know. I shitposted my way into making porn through sheer enthusiasm and force of will. I got to fulfill a major dream of mine in the process. I met some really kooky characters who gave me a chance and taught me a lot. I made several friends. I even convinced one of my favorite performers to return for new anal scenes after she had already retired from doing them! This is what good fortune looks like. It was quite a ride.
Thank you all for your support and interest in my project, but I’m officially one of the fans again. My ambition was never to create a big juggernaut studio. I was never particularly profit-oriented or business-minded. All I ever wanted to do was to create content
I wanted to watch, my way with my ideas… and I got to fucking
do that. The fact that even a single other person liked it too is a stroke of fortune that I cherish.