dap-addict wrote:steverino1969 wrote:Beyond that, I don't think anyone forced her to do anything against her will.
Of course not!
She had always a safe word STOP IT!
For some reason she didnt use it or she did with
Mike Chapman and it was cut in post production and than he went on again. But she didnt enjoy it with him, if you have a slight bit of compassion while watching your BBC porn its pretty obvious!
steverino1969 wrote:Did she do it for money? Of course; they ALL do. I've known (and fucked) a few porn girls, though, and they've all confirmed that they LOVE doing it, especially when they get gangbanged.
Did they tell you that on an escort meeting?
Or which was the context?
steverino1969 wrote:Is there occasional unpleasantness during a porn shoot. Of course, but that's the case with everything.
Of course!
I dont say its otherwise. I just assess possibility of a
Nikki Hill return in the light of her past LP works and her difficulties to cope with some aspects porn users usually ask girls to put up with.
Nikki also did PremiumBukkake, for crying out loud! She's NO shrinking violet, letting 50 to 100 random guys blow their loads directly into her mouth and on her face, swallowing all the nut afterwards. She did it WILLINGLY, and it's not like she didn't know what she was getting herself into. At 18 years old,
Nikki was already a shameless, sperm-burping fuck pig, and I mean that in a GOOD way! She's a terrific porn performer, and she didn't get that way by not enjoying what she was doing. Did she somehow magically transform herself since then into a celibate and demure young lady? NO!
Were there some things about performing that she didn't enjoy? Certainly. Did she experience discomfort while performing various sex acts? Probably so, but it doesn't change the fact that she willingly DID IT ALL and came back for MORE. If she hated every second of it, why would she do it in the first place? Why would the money be THAT important to her? Was a new Louis Vuitton handbag so important to her that she was willing to suffer while being sexually defiled in every possible way in front of the whole world? That doesn't sound reasonable to me. More likely, she found the whole idea of unbridled sexual indulgence and gangfucking to be irresistibly arousing and satisfying.
I've gotten to know a number of porn girls. I've also gotten to know a whole bunch of escorts, as well as "civilians". The vast majority really enjoy sex. The only difference is that the porn girls are, for whatever reason, unconcerned about their reputations and the public stigma attached to their line of work. The non-porn escorts, by contrast, generally engage in that work to earn some additional money on the side while simultaneously getting their "freak" on. According to them, they were fucking lots of guys for pleasure anyway, so they decided that the natural thing to do would be to profit from their proclivities. The only reason they DIDN'T do porn was on account of the damage such exposure would do to their reputations, relationships, and other professional prospects. Escort work offered them sufficient anonymity while they more fully indulged their sexual desires. Finally, the "civilian" chicks' inner desires I've found to be no different from the porn girls' or the escorts'. They're just more inhibited by social convention. They secretly desire to be fucked by LOTS of different guys on a regular basis, but can't generally make that happen safely and anonymously. I've known a couple of civilian chicks who did get gangbanged by a dozen guys, or more. They both told me they absolutely LOVED it! They'd do it all the time, they said, if it weren't so dangerous and if they weren't concerned about being found out.
From what I've learned about women over the years, I'm quite convinced that the vast majority of porn girls go into that line of work for both profit AND fun. In this respect, I've seen nothing that leads me to believe that
Nikki is any different. Absent other information, I assume she got into porn in order to earn some extra money while getting her freak on, and she continued because it was profitable and because it offered her opportunities for sexual experiences and gratification unavailable to her outside of porn. If she never returns to porn, it's for reasons OTHER than her personal sexual desires and proclivities. Most likely, social pressures from family, friends, and society in general are the motivating factors. Those reasons aren't invalid, but they have nothing to do with
Nikki's inner preferences.