The older I get its a real question, it could be tomorrow or it could be 40 years from now, but I'm grappling with mortality for first time.
The idea of decomposing in an airless coffin, ones own body producing maggots etc never entered my head until now. And I find the thought dreadful.
Best to just burn I think.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=P6I6yr7WDeg